hate me.

I don't understand why my last blog hates me. I've done everything to make the last half show up and it's not. So, uh, just highlight that huge blank spot and you can read the review that way. Haha.

Speaking of hate...my body hates me. I got healthy enough to make it through my two shows and studio day last week. But the day after I get back from Atlanta, Nashville allergies kick my ass. I have seriously been unable to breathe or sleep without HEAVY (and I mean heavy) medication. Though thankfully, today I feel almost normal.

However, I've been vegging out here. And I had plans with both Chelsea AND Utley today. However, I haven't made it off the couch. Still. Oh, I always have the best of intentions.

I'm reading the book, "Choosing Forgiveness". Again. Yes, folks...I've read this book before. When I was trying to get over the whole "Ryan cheated on me and lied to me about hood-rat for 4 months" thing. The book actually helped somewhat. So now that I'm dealing with Nick's apology and his BFFs sudden desire to hang out with me again...I feel as though this book needs to make another appearance in my life. Pronto.

I had a lovely "non-date" the other night. I can already tell that it's not going to really go anywhere, but even still, it's nice to be reminded that there ARE nice guys out there that are all about me ;)

Today is Canada Day. I hate Canada. I already had my reasons before. But now? Jen has informed me today that she loves Canada and it's boys more than she loves here gf here in stupid Nashville, Tennessee. Obviously, I don't fulfill her every need hundreds of miles away and so she's forgotten how good we used to be... *insert tear*

But yes, I'm going to Cafe Coco today to celebrate f-ing Canada Day either way.